the barrier

LOOKING AT THE MIRROR

there is so many people
in denial.
but yet, want to face the fears.
when there is too much of logical
it looks like everybody prefer its own way.
yes, there is too much of good and great images
whether it's for real,
or it's just an imagination.
it tells something better
waiting for us next, out there.
patience...
and get back to to The Almighty
will give us a better feeling to ourselves.
to live in its real life
and to be in the real after.
His forgiveness is what you seek for
as you've tasted too much of desire.
when there's too much words left behind
nor, no it isn't that it's not important
but that is the reality of what we've looking for.
for those faces and love that you've had seen.
yes, it needs too much courage
but what's better than He could give us all.
there were the days
where our heart melted as we feel the world in us.
but those days where we've been in its desire.
tell us how much time has left us behind.
and where the life apart us with our siblings and friends.
and when we realize
everything has to be started all over again.
yeah, it's okay.
just do those little things.
will make you realize,
you've been somewhere.
life with too much dimension
is not an easy thing to handle.
look at ourselves and the life above you.
some like its challenges,
and some say, what a big deal.
when life end up miserable
don't stop looking at the mirror
and to live in the real reality.
as He, who most knowing of all. 
 

yesterday

 

there was yesterday
and no, not yet tomorrow
in life was like a shooting star.
that was Allah's willingness
if fear comes in between
cos fate was at the border.
in life is where you need to cross
you need to know
now it is about to start
ask for forgiveness
as you have to tell yourself
it is never too late
mistake by mistake
only you know where it was
but with him you can always depend on
calmness is the rightness that you've seeked in
it's all around
belief, it is never be gone
take your breath as you know it
He is always with you.

beauty, will always be there
where everyone is His presenter
between smile and sorrow
no one can tell,
cos it was filled up with
so much bless and chances
love Allah and His creations
is one big intention.
but with it,
you know, how to be humble.
and as mistake change to know the rightness.

mimpi

bila masa tu antara gelap
tapi kenapa orang cakap... mimpi
boleh bertukar warna.

biar apa warnanya, lalu
hitam, biru, ungu, kelabu
mata pejam nyata jauh melulu
jauhnya, tapi sampai.
nyata bukan buaian
tapi filem 3D yang sangat dahsyat.
terasa saraf, nadi bergerak ganda
bak jingga pagi, bahangnya.
rasa gadainya tiada.
biarkan titik tanpa pintu,
masa dah tercapai.
makhluk hidup yang banyak peranan.

bisu, pekak, buta, sempurna.
itu peranan dusta,
terus dihayun buaian mimpi
biar detik terhenti, buaian bumi
lagi bumi.
bumi fatamorgana yang kau dah kenal.
tapi sebab kau dah syok,
haram kejadah pun kau dah tak kenal.
sebab,
kau hero yang setia mengikut mimpi itu.
 director, cameraman, editor, semua kau sapu.
camera ready! action!
aku mula beraksi, tanpa hirau, lali.
tona warna realiti.
aku pilih menjadi!
kini semua jelas.
tapi kenapa aku masih terperangkap
dalam senikata. bebas.... ,
yang tak perlu plot dan hujung pangkal.
cukup bila aku boleh berada dalam banyak situasi
dalam satu mimpi yang sangat dalam.
kawan, saudara, makhluk asing,
semua mainkan peranan. 

the road to madinah

HENINGAN SENJA

Bila terfikir 

mata tertutup, mata terlihat

sesuatu yang jauh.

Gelombang fikiran berseni kehidupan

Tam tam tam 

Perasaan malu.... datang di sekeliling

Di belakang, ada ... masa kecil juga keluarga

Bersorak ria dengan nada muzik 

selalu seiring,

entah datang dari mana. 

Di sini, masih kekal 

seperti tak ada yang datang nak bertanya. 

Bila tangan terbuka luas

bagai doa yang sangat tinggi. 

Senyuman hadir, tenang kembali 

fikiran jernih, hati meniti. 

Nak tahu, tapi dah ada 

kalau puas terasa tiada,

jatuh lagi jauh. 

Kesederhanaan lagi cantik 

tapi keberanian hanya sementara

kalau selalu hadir,

hamba bersyukur. 

Lepas di sini, pasti ada lagi

bagai jam loceng berbunyi setiap hari.

Hati, diri, rutin, 

semua dah mengerti. 

Bila jumpa kawan, senanglah hati. 

Tapi kawan diri masih.... 

hati, mata yang terlihat sesuatu yang jauh.